Happy Valley

Went to SRU on friday... missed the party but hung with my friends in amadnas dorm after. They are doing so well and that makes me very happy. I probaly wont go back again though. Just hasnt been the best experince for me lately.

Saturday I woke up real early... i actually drank coffee!! shocker. The ride was pretty good. I like driving by myself to clear my head. Had Elyses awesome mix cd for the ride tehre... was totally rockin out! When I finally got there I was attacked by 100 kids playing zombies vs. humans. I was about to throw it down when I got hit with a nerf dart but didnt have time. I went to orientation... and I am in love. I cannot wait to get to main campus. I also made a new friend, Katie. She seems super down to earth which is great and we will be transferring the same semester in the middle of the year. So it will be good to have her there. I am also totally in love with my major. It is where I should be for now :) But in the mean time I will enjoy Behrend and my new friends here! Then I went bakc to Sru and crashed in megans bed fro 12 hours. Then got up and left for erie. Went to see behrends got talents tonight... Sonia was so awesome! As was Earl :)

Now I am going to do some dancing to the Ying Yang Twins ... just because I want to join the dance team next semester lol.

Love,
me.

Woah. Tooke a long time off from here, but my best friend told me how much she enjoyed reading about my life, so I thought I owed it to her, and my one follower(Sonia lol) to get back to it. Matthew came to visit me last night which was just great. He is such an awesome big brother. I am truly blessed to have him in my life and as one of my very best friends. I know a lot of people would die to be as close to their siblings as we are, and how lucky we are for taht. He understands so much about me because we grew up in the same enviroment. I am so happy he is moving home for good this summer, and I really hope he gets hired around here. He could really use the boost of confidence.

I have Hydan rehersal today and I am excited to hear all of together for the frist time. I hope that it sounds awesome, so I feel more confident about this trip in May. I know I have done all that I can to prepare adn will continue to do so, it would be nice to hear it all be worth it though. I really miss doing music... never thought I would say that. Not music therapy so much, but def. being wrapped up in my music where nothing else matters. I am planning to dedicate a lot of time this summer to writing my own stuff when I go on my vacations. I am hoping to draw from the people and sights around me as inspiration. There is just no denying that music always has been and always will be such a big part of who I am and my idenity.

After rehersal im heading to the 724 to hit up Slimy Pebble for a tie dying party and festivites with my old freshman music therapy class. Heres to hoping people wont make me feel akward like the last time I visited for reallll....

Then tomorrow I am going to my own personal piece of heaven on earth.. University Park. Cannot wait to see what tomorrow holds!

All for now.

OH AND EFF THE SNOW IN ERIE....

love,
yours truly.

say it aint so

Thursday- Was a decent day. I did pretty well in chorus which made me happy because I have been trying to put more effort into rehearsing by myself. I went to HDFS and got really involved in the discussion. I know its dorky, but its made me remember how much I love learning. I dont know that I'll ever not be taking classes... I think I like the challenge to much. I went to Bible study... it was petty good. Focused on the holy spirit which is something I am not totally aware of which was good. Bible study is causing me to reach past my text book answers and delve a little deeper into the spirit and love of Jesus Christ. Then I went to return videos with Kristen and Angela and we made a cici's run that turned into a stinky taco bell run. The food was good, as was the company... but GOD THE SMELL!!! Something was wrong with the bathrooms and it permiated the dining area. Then we drove across the street to Wendys for a JBC and three job applications, which Angela ordered and retrieved through the back seat window of Mr. Bender Jaden Frances Hartman the first( YES. we got applications through the drivethru. DEAL) Then we got ice cream at brunos(ive realized we are really fat) and angela came back to my room to help me with my application and we talked and learned more about each other and ive realized she is going to be one of my best friends.

Friday- I woke up around 1030 to find out I got a 95 on my math exam!!!!!!! I dont even think that ever happened before in my life! I am so excited about it. I called my daddy and told him and then proceeded to the bookstore where I bought him a birthday card and mailed it to him for his birthday tomorrow. It made me realize that even though we fight a lot, I am very thankful to have an actively involved father in my life, that for the most part, has done a great job in raising me. Then I ate lunch by my lonesome, which kinda sucks. Talked to Ricky... its been a while since that ones happened. But it was good to catch up. His life seems to be going well, which makes me happy, even though it hurts to even hear his name. But I guess thats love. I care more about him and what he wants, more then he ever will for me, and I think thats how life will always be lived for us. Not complaining, just stating that he has never been as in tune with my needs. Not saying that its his fault, I think its how men work. Him and Sydney are happy. So good for them! God doesnt have him in my life for a reason that will be revealed to me later. Sonia bought me a flower today which was so sweet! It completely made my week, especially since id been feeling down! She is so thoughtful. Then I went to philosophy and the discussion was quite good today, though I think Aristotle was a crackhead. He says meantally retarded people are bad human beings because they are born without the ability to acheive intelligence and some other virutes. That just doesnt sit to well with me at all! Then I went to BiSci and my group presented... we did an awesome job I think! I am happy its over so I can focus my attention elsewhere... such as the 4 tests i have coming up next week....

All for now :)

the animals arent repersented

so today i did a lot of math work. hard for me, but i needed to catch up. My group didnt meet today, but is planning to meet tomorrow which will be cool. the girls in my group are really nice. I talked to my momma on the phone today. dads not doing too hot today because of a long car trip they took yesterday. hopefully they enjoyed the superbowl together today, even though i couldnt be there because of the snow. I really do miss seeing them and realize now how spoiled I was at slippery rock. I did some worsh as i like to call it today and ate breakfast with angela. she also talked me into driving her 51 miles to dennys on tuesday for free breakfast. shes lucky i love her lol. Caught up with megan which was nice. I miss her so much. Im very frustrated with boys. Why is it they always only seem to want the physical? Never actually want to get to know you.. maybe Gods telling me to join the freakin nunnery. haha. Peace corps is looking like a strong possibility after grad school, especially since i cant find a guy who wants to know my heart. def not going to marry somebody like that. i know most ppl get married around that age, but i feel like i have a lot to experince in the peace corps before i get tied down. theres so many dreams i have planned for myself, and only one life to live them out. well im off to bed! more tomorrow.

hurry up the moments fleeting

So I decided to start one of these today. Thought it might be a good way of me to write again. Get my thoughts out. Even work on some poetry. Idk. We will see. Life is good. God is good. Waiting for my group to work on a bio presentation. Doing some homework, calling my parents and catching up. Really just getting things done today. Church later. Then getting up early to start my new workout project tomorrow. Pretty excited about it! All for now.