Woah. Tooke a long time off from here, but my best friend told me how much she enjoyed reading about my life, so I thought I owed it to her, and my one follower(Sonia lol) to get back to it. Matthew came to visit me last night which was just great. He is such an awesome big brother. I am truly blessed to have him in my life and as one of my very best friends. I know a lot of people would die to be as close to their siblings as we are, and how lucky we are for taht. He understands so much about me because we grew up in the same enviroment. I am so happy he is moving home for good this summer, and I really hope he gets hired around here. He could really use the boost of confidence.

I have Hydan rehersal today and I am excited to hear all of together for the frist time. I hope that it sounds awesome, so I feel more confident about this trip in May. I know I have done all that I can to prepare adn will continue to do so, it would be nice to hear it all be worth it though. I really miss doing music... never thought I would say that. Not music therapy so much, but def. being wrapped up in my music where nothing else matters. I am planning to dedicate a lot of time this summer to writing my own stuff when I go on my vacations. I am hoping to draw from the people and sights around me as inspiration. There is just no denying that music always has been and always will be such a big part of who I am and my idenity.

After rehersal im heading to the 724 to hit up Slimy Pebble for a tie dying party and festivites with my old freshman music therapy class. Heres to hoping people wont make me feel akward like the last time I visited for reallll....

Then tomorrow I am going to my own personal piece of heaven on earth.. University Park. Cannot wait to see what tomorrow holds!

All for now.

OH AND EFF THE SNOW IN ERIE....

love,
yours truly.