say it aint so

Thursday- Was a decent day. I did pretty well in chorus which made me happy because I have been trying to put more effort into rehearsing by myself. I went to HDFS and got really involved in the discussion. I know its dorky, but its made me remember how much I love learning. I dont know that I'll ever not be taking classes... I think I like the challenge to much. I went to Bible study... it was petty good. Focused on the holy spirit which is something I am not totally aware of which was good. Bible study is causing me to reach past my text book answers and delve a little deeper into the spirit and love of Jesus Christ. Then I went to return videos with Kristen and Angela and we made a cici's run that turned into a stinky taco bell run. The food was good, as was the company... but GOD THE SMELL!!! Something was wrong with the bathrooms and it permiated the dining area. Then we drove across the street to Wendys for a JBC and three job applications, which Angela ordered and retrieved through the back seat window of Mr. Bender Jaden Frances Hartman the first( YES. we got applications through the drivethru. DEAL) Then we got ice cream at brunos(ive realized we are really fat) and angela came back to my room to help me with my application and we talked and learned more about each other and ive realized she is going to be one of my best friends.

Friday- I woke up around 1030 to find out I got a 95 on my math exam!!!!!!! I dont even think that ever happened before in my life! I am so excited about it. I called my daddy and told him and then proceeded to the bookstore where I bought him a birthday card and mailed it to him for his birthday tomorrow. It made me realize that even though we fight a lot, I am very thankful to have an actively involved father in my life, that for the most part, has done a great job in raising me. Then I ate lunch by my lonesome, which kinda sucks. Talked to Ricky... its been a while since that ones happened. But it was good to catch up. His life seems to be going well, which makes me happy, even though it hurts to even hear his name. But I guess thats love. I care more about him and what he wants, more then he ever will for me, and I think thats how life will always be lived for us. Not complaining, just stating that he has never been as in tune with my needs. Not saying that its his fault, I think its how men work. Him and Sydney are happy. So good for them! God doesnt have him in my life for a reason that will be revealed to me later. Sonia bought me a flower today which was so sweet! It completely made my week, especially since id been feeling down! She is so thoughtful. Then I went to philosophy and the discussion was quite good today, though I think Aristotle was a crackhead. He says meantally retarded people are bad human beings because they are born without the ability to acheive intelligence and some other virutes. That just doesnt sit to well with me at all! Then I went to BiSci and my group presented... we did an awesome job I think! I am happy its over so I can focus my attention elsewhere... such as the 4 tests i have coming up next week....

All for now :)